Tide: 18/ F had a one night stand with a much older man and I feel extremely guilty and dirty about it but
really liked it :/
Pasting today on a throwaway for obvious reasons, not sure I' m in the right section, feel free to suggest other
subs this should be posted in.
I' m a freshman in college and away from home for the first time this semester. Grew up with strict religious
parents. When I came to school I was a virgin and I quickly lost it in the first week of school. I felt a little
guilty but brushed it off as just enjoying life and it was another boy from my school.
This past weekend I was a mixture of bored and horny so I went out with some friends Friday night... and
again saturday night... weli I so happened to strike out while looking to hookup and was wandering if
something was undesirable about me and was will horny ioi.
Was chatting with my one friend and she' s like oh you should go on Craigslist you can get whatever you want
off there I' used it before blah blah blah. So for some reason I take her advice and go on CL Sunday
morning and reply to a few posts in the casual encounters section. So the guy that responds backs post was
about how he and a few of his buddies would be hanging out drinking beer and watching football and wanted
a younger girl that was clean for some raw fun and all this.
so I take an Uber 45 mins from campus to meet these guys and the ad turned out to be everything promised
plus more. There' s 4 guys hanging out in this basement and they had me naked, took turns on me all day
aong... I finally left to go home at midnight after having had arrived at noon...
Ever since I got back home I' had two sides fighting this battle within me. One side says, "You' re a whore
how dare you let those men use your body for their selfish pleasures" and the other side is like, "That was the
mast amazing day of my life when can I do it again."
Idk how to feel. Should I be ashamed or eager to try it again?