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A the [EFF] and my ex fiancee [Zeta] (together it years. broke up last year) actions have destroyed my relationship with my family and best friend from
it childhood. He has done absolutely things. Warning this is a very mad M! ! stellt! N 'sinl:' t. , gtag
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mummy because I don' t want this on my main account. Get ready . tilts is probably the most fucked you will
hearth a long time. I renew many of you will dismiss this as this this to new twisted and eighties trill sound. Honestly. twitch this was
because of mum and beyond still it is like the is playing some sick fucking] -alts on me. All I can say is that my ear Jared milled
the and because which I do not currently or probably not when a Ni) my sister. cousin. outset intend
and occasionally he would be we martingale. but aside from minor issues on relationsship was great. We were in it
his ! , marriage. kids. asics ,
all of that jam
Estate! "wwhats. . s, I know has . ' scumbag ' I did.
you tell lust reinforce that and honestly I know I deserve it on some level. I cheated on Jared in this months with a , this
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excuses. out twill say that I didn' t cheer on Jared dirt one hurt huh. He didn' t do anything wrong. retreated on him because I
was excited and tamed on by my coworker. I was experiencing the eta ", and the "" aspect of , drew
me in, lives selfish and had no self control. I' m not blaming Jared at all. this tests solemn on me. This ' t mitigate it. but the affair
was purely physical. Mt sell. I broke it 2 months the to the guilt and I resolved to put It Maind me. This was a but I
durum twee doing the right thing attire time. lift not a cheater. its not part stray character. I made a horrors error in
judgment and I mew itwould never happen again. so I swore to tetra his the grave- So ihavent the modems and germ
on like everything was normal.
apparently Jared had been hawk and managed to recover when. He me about it and I fused up
amusing. There was plenty of crying and screening tmm cloth ends and Freddie I saw that I also htm. It killed the indicts. We
Epsom for a yesterdays and the I was his phone and email begging him for a second chance. I knew I messed
up butt may diatom Jared and he was my world- lifter a few days he agreed to this his one under several conditions when access
to all social mettle. ' lg the engagement ring. putting the engagement on hold. agreeing to a prarie. this get married. and his
and -' . and angry than mop slave. which malty helped touch
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him still needing this clad with my Imam. ' t' I manure
he needed space he could have it. no questions asked.
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was sill working my old lob because we needed money but reduced all my coworker to a strictly professional level and
even than Infuse WWW- Jared was LI' ' taal: lly mad about this but he tolerated it
than Unloveliest cots my are same down around the I felled out I was tired from who my boss round out what my
coworker and I did (there was a strict polical. I tried talling Jetted but ' t answer and when I cents home he
was liters with his liege petites the a tmy fucking rat and asked me new my my was.
I sent worsened the details and ",
between me and my coworker. its not really relevant but my barely able to pay his bills. my on knowthat and still chose
to get him vengeance against his in the few levies I spoke to my coworker some Jared heroics up with his he told It' ll
he' s in a really bad spot financially and his ism to leave him, Jared than proceeds to tell mind he' s been
my best friend froth childhood over was a after he took his back. Thai melted me more than anything. This girl was my
best friend. we met In and have helped each other borough EVERYTHING. I saved her life when the cutting in
high school and one helped me gamut of my first relationship. which was abusive. .' -as she was deserts me than my
own sister. and that' s truly saying Hamming since my sister and I are -hears]: warms- And " those times I thought
time for loosed. he was my best friend. Attics point I' m still screening and lungs H the because its seeing red and I
just wanna trill him. his pushes on may and teams ma none touch him or alas he viii call the cops. Then new up and haves with
our cat. Show technically his but I have taken care other and played with her enough that I was washer and she
loved his more than my art. I was physically stopping him again but he Wm his once more he world call the police It I
touched him. so than he literally packed his bags in the trunk and drove away.
I spent the nest few hours in bad Just crying. He calls the later and leaves a message saying that his already taken camel his
obligations for ' -ant and tease hetero my basil. I out only lesion my own salary and now I was jobless so I had to borrow
money from my parents and events. raely hadto move back uncith my them country. During this time I tried contacting my best
friend tut she didn' t respond but Mehr sent a huge er' mo twee a cheating bitch and she hopes I rot in hell- one described in
length the things she ENE my art. I vomited upon reading t
By January 2015 htt back with my parents and battling severe depression. I lost my best friend. the his I built are years. melee that I
assailed and the love otme Bile my as blocked are on all social maria I taunts my sister' s that his the is
going so well and tilts mm worse. Thangs slowly improve and by March my likewise stoning to tum around. I
was out tif my depression. thinking much less. exercising often. taking we Mommas and dating Agl! I' I- i met a mtg at a
bookstore and felt Instant him, we got pretty serious after a and I made the mistake posting a picture of its
somehow my all found dirt about my and sent him at message erasure new I' m at cheater. I load realty hard to
convince my new mm it was the past and I chaged. and told him cowpatty and vengeful my etc was. but he mint listen and
Wm no the‘ homeowner. So hilt? Jared destroyed my chance at a tatt relationship and this sent trio habit letto
than haters. April to Jilly were some dime worst months of myths snot attempted suicide during that time- I spent a lot
offline gettiing evaluated and in new Ignobly lentils not togeather once again
month only August my as called the than an anonymous number and we a message some that will the not he had doll
several times with my cousin () and mystery HEW. My cousin goes to college a few slates near Jared and my sister was a law
states i% caelum lived somewhat near each other. his and Jared would often hang out with my sister and my cousin
still together. Became of Bkod trim a lot and halves chiara' at' to them. He upwith my sister In February
and had hector and than went after my cousin and fucked her throughout the summer.
Wagn I heard tilts message - MYOWN , madam and the counte' levity
visit the recited my all and do it from me. more was never any hint or cilia of any tmt she had when are spent time with
ma. Arid then mm. whet can be more than anyone else. did the some mm when she visited in a modem In July.
have any gilt at all for win his like will
I told my Immediately moths metal August became ml for my family. My sister have ever for list tacular monthly visit and it
got so intense that neighbors castsythe cops because . somebody was gettiing knee from allthe screaming. This was on
largest 15th. My sister basically abandoned his and called his the same things my best friend called his she actually chose my place
of shit scrubbing wont etc over her own sister even though she was just a fuck for him. Haiti herbs was use tricking our
cousin and she said we already it and encouraged him to with it for revenge. I have no identity site would
recommend him to do this, It' s so Insanely flicked up and evil. My furious and practically diam. -lled her. neither
my parents and have has any contact with my sister.
As for my cousin I called her and doped har apart. Site was pretty much the sama as my best friend and sister. calling me a bitch and
tummy admit Harden ! Lucia havens livid. . ' and how
and uncle hate tier.
My dad Jared' s house shit out ' mm twiddle love has
completely been ohms face was earth. He has since deleted all traces moved to somewhere else my sister and
cousin apparently know disclose]: and his hands clean of this whole scenario. Jared tucking destroyed
and new he ran away.
As for as Jared' s In my life. that' s done. But I can' t even begin to describe new badly no tucked up my trinity life. My more
and dad hate WEEK! now andthe min our . hematite sleep
night overrule massive and my dad is annoye angry nowadays. we been screening and yelling a lot more and my
depression My uncle and aunt are savers haunts she thinks lime wrong of timid cut off my
cousin but he' s adamant about it. their marriage is deciding and their son () hates his sister and is forced to grow the In a tonic
Iato took every' tellng front me, He got me . took my cat away from me. and destroyed my relationship with 3 oldie most important
womb it myrtle. rated toting my best friend. who and he new mammal to get revenge on me, that he
tilts they were lust dolls. but they ' t listen illust don' t care- My friend. sister. and cousin new lists the and I villi
probably never have any Ni) there ever again. For all I knew he cored still be having Stellt with any of Hiram or even reciting
three. I don' t know. Because tta Jared' s actions. my mom and my male cousin are min dismay and our family is beyond flicked.
My parents their child and no one has been happy fertile one weeks. the I know I cheated and l deserved . bat
that punishment should have banquet dumping ms. not this Jared is a Mung , he Intentionally had mum my sister.
friend. and cousin lust to gleam sort outwitted sick on me Iato destroyed my family. people who have never wronged him
or hurt trim In anyway. just to get back at his. He insano his and gave me a escorts chance just so he could hurt on more
Radon. this man mined my life. I' m in a worse state than I' ever been in shot honestly can' t see ait' tyv. -ally out ofthis mess. Idem
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than there was something I could do to were sure Jared for the recited up things he did out what please no
anything else lethal nothing he did was illegal. Hitlist decided to gesticulate my ., sister. and cousin Into having
depression. . myths ml. patents' iife hell. His new
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and not ssh swims of him ever again. listed to Idet because he did andt honestly think having any element of
hid In my the Must going to first my suicidal margins even more. I have no clue min start moving past tilts and heal. I don' t know
hokuto moan Wat or my relationship with my best friend. sister and cousin. I don‘: wantto has them forgone but it seems. Ike they
have no problem leaving me. Most eta! I Just want my parents to be happy again, its killing me to see them so sad and in emotional
trauma all the date. Please Help me, radon. I see no solution and rm begininng to thirst my the wet Just go on like this mortise.
molt: I cheated on _ mowed Jared with a smut. Iato pretended new the been but than get the than and flicked my has friend.
Then he tricked my sister and my cousin and his actions have destroyed my hwy.