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I didnt hate blacks until I volunteered Lolamerica.
Actually, that' s not true. Even alter I took a Titjob in the infelicity, I didnt hate them. I made excuses farther. I said "I have privilege and an Ivar League education. It' s racist fer me to condemn people whe didnt have my advantages. If Deshawn er Ledasha had my
advantages, they' d becuse like me".
I didnt hate blacks alter I moved into a black neighborhood. My carcas vandalized and stolen, my house burglarized and I was mugged by the squalliest nigger en the planet. I made excuses: "Ifi lived in this place with no way out, I' d turn to crime tee". When ene of my
juniors (a 19 yr old, by the way) hit me alter I asked him to stop rapping in class SC) we could do sane math, I made excuses. I said "Ifi was peer and had no future and nobody wanted to help me and all my family was entail, I' d probably be pissed if sane rich white boy
told me what to do and I' d probably hit him tee".
You guys have no fucking clue hew much I felt the pain and understood the suffering ofthe community. Avergave them for everrything they did. I even forgave them when my only white kid, a 15 yr old from a family whise only goal
in life waste get to a state college, get ajob and get out ofthe ghetto, got hospitalized by sane 20 yr old wannabe the With grade whe wanted to shew evergreen he was SC) that the underage girls weild fuck him. I didnt hate niggers when I
picked the kid up and carried him into the school to protect him from a healing mob. I didnt hate niggers when the security guards had to use pepper spray them to centrel the mob. I didnt hate niggers when a police riot squad had to shew up to clear a path forthe
ambulance. I didn' hate them that evening when I was washing the kid' s bleed out of my shirt.
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It was when I had to talk to the class about what had happened that I came to hate them. I explained that something bad happened and counselling was available if andrena wanted to talk about what had happened. The class of grinning laughed. Even
my kids, whe did werk havethe time and didnt smash furniture books, were laughing at what had happened. I assumed it wasjust a child' s immature reaction to trauma. But then they started talking about it. "That kid deserve it. He white," said ene.
said another. "Them white kids gets to eur school. Dey en furture."
I said "Kids, grau cannot think that it' s C) leto assault sameone because ofthe celeb eitheir skin. That' s racist."
They laughed. Then they explained. Racism was when the police bundled a 20 year old thug into a squad car. Dat racist. But a grean man beating a white kid wasjust wanted to get through school and mave on? Dat fine. Little motherfucker deserved everrything he got
fer daring to be in "they" wheel.
Out of pure morbid curiosity, I asked them what else was racist. Racism made them go to wheel. Racism was why they mamma' s didnt get / welfare. Racism was why peope arrest a bratha when he not dein' nothin' ("not dein' nothin'" = assaulting, stealing and
selling drugs). Racism was why I gave them homework. Racism was why they couldnt read a college application form let alone fill it in. Racism was why theirtoys scores were Iew. When a white girl wouldnt "date" a black "student", dat racist and dat bitch she deserve
what she Jenn' get. When I told the class to sit dawn and get ready to work, dat also racist - thaugh they generously assumed it was because I didnt understand - er rather understan'- that rap, befall and "slangin"' was howthee weild get out ofthe ghetto, not through