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#13082 - adammorgan (07/13/2012) [-]
I hate everything.dogs. cats. birds. fish. ice cream. wallets. keys. women. men. my family. my school. my friends. myself. the age of 5, all my friends died around me(figuratively and literally), that cause me to grow up. I (accidentally) got my first girlfriend killed I past through middle school without really being there.I was never respected,never thought of or referred to. I was a ghost, drifting along side different people on different days. unsurprisingly i was easily forgotten.Everyday i walk down memory lane regretting my existence and at the end always realizing that whats done....is done.Even though I hate these things, i still interact with them, and I pity myself for doing it.the idea of hate is constantly being questioned in my mind. hate is what drives me now, without...i don't what would happen....I am the embodiment of hate..But honestly, I think in the end I'm sad and not willing to blame myself for my pitiful existence..I posted in the hate board(reasons that are obvious). But decided that maybe advice could help me? I'll try not to hate you(though indirectly I already do.)
...please help a pitiful lowlife like myself.
User avatar #13108 to #13082 - fukkendragonite (07/13/2012) [-]
I have a friend who's in that situation but probably a lot worse. You just have to stand up and shout "Yeah I'm fucked, but i'm still standing. Life's not knocked me down just yet"
#13094 to #13082 - anon (07/13/2012) [-]
I have the exact same thing. Although I've never kind of killed a significant other. Too be honest, I just plan on killing myself on my birthday. I don't mean to be depressing, but I can't just deal with life like how other people can.
#13099 to #13094 - adammorgan (07/13/2012) [-]
I tried once, to kill myself by hanging...I used a worn out belt that broke due to my weight...never tried since....I have lost reason to live, but no longer have a death wish...so i'm not asking to be shot, but if it happens i won't be crying.
User avatar #13222 to #13099 - missingonebrick (07/13/2012) [-]
No, you'll be dead (really?).
User avatar #13084 to #13082 - jokeface (07/13/2012) [-]
i have to ask about the "got my girlfriend killed" thing. can you elaborate on that?
#13087 to #13084 - adammorgan (07/13/2012) [-]
Well My mother never enforced a curfew, neither did her's so at 7:00 we would always hang at the park and just talk. one time(the last time) She said she didn't want to go to the park because she had a "hunch" something was going to happen, I told her she was stupid, and that i wouldn't let anything happen to her. When I went to the park she wasn't there.....two years later they found her body in the wall of some hotel.....she was brutally raped and murdered.
User avatar #13175 to #13087 - aboleth (07/13/2012) [-]
You can't blame yourself for that. There was no way either of you could have known what happened. It was completely out of your control. In another reality, you could have saved her from an assault that she would have face on her way away from the park. It was outside of your control.
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