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stired, and annoyed after work
scoot want to do anything with my gcohen i get home
sshe says not giving her enough attention
who feels like she' s falling out of love with me
pl tell her she means the world to me, we can do more stuff, try to apologize for my mood after work
sshe says , slowly stops texting me
sshe starts asking her parents to pick her up from work
brny friends are her friends too, they all know she wants to leave me but dont want to tell me
go by of her treating me like she barely knows me.
hi was her first and she was mine back in . she absolutely adored me
st try and try to get her back but i know its only a matter of time
Every time we talk she stares at me, and clams up, i know she just cant bring herself to say it
oi keep saying we can work through it
Eventually I see its no use, ask if she wants to take a break, she says yes. I tell her I don' t want that she says goodbye
ewe couldnt even say it
append a few nights drinking and smoking darts in the ravine, pass out on the trail stairs one night.
up, ball my eyes out like a little gid, go to her house still drunk
rashes not there, her dad answers the door, he' s an old ship yard worker, he loves me
ccan tell there' s something he cant tell me
of apologize and leave.
aat my friends playing pathfinder, board games, and mtg
rashes making eyes at my friend all night, standing close to him, I dont know how she thinks shes not being obvious
pl know her so well
late and were finishing up a game, i notice her rubbing my friends feet with hers under the table,
pl stare at her, shes just looking at him
at get up, i dont want to leave because this is the last time i can see all my friends before i go back to uni.
pl sit down on the couch
Everybody is going to stay over, its late.
pl realize theme not enough spots to sleep
Hell her to take the couch, ill sleep on the floor
who says she' ll figure it out
bl look her in the eye, she looks like shes trying to hide she' s worried
oi ask her where she' s going to sleep
1' -rshy says theres a spare room upstairs
Hook at my friend, he' s just as expressionless as always
Isl know there' s no spare room upstairs
at say "I didn' t know there was a spare room"
1' -rshy looks frozen
mmy friend says they made one up when a relative was staying over recently
1' -vi say I think going to leave
st go upstairs and take a long time to put on my shoes
frsit in the foyer for a while
eex gt oft week comes up with my friend
fare you sleeping together"
Invi walked home shaking, fumbling with cigarette after cigarette in the rain
st think back to when she broke up with me
sshe had told me there was still a chance for us.
i have no more words. I dent know a picture i can find to try to describe how feeling.