Feels, man... . Anonymous / 12/ 13( Sat) 16: 44: 44 No. 510493157 years ago Farst day of school years old, really nervous, mother let' s me go alone, wishes luc thatguywithpants 4Chan
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Anonymous / 12/ 13( Sat) 16: 44: 44 No. 510493157
years ago Farst day of school
years old, really nervous,
mother let' s me go alone, wishes
Neuter classroom. full of children
x Reaches assigns me to a seat
we next to a girl
who looked beautiful in my eyes, I
fell in love with her
eevery day I would walk into the classroom, sit
next to her and just feel super good
wwe would chat, get in trouble together
mm valentines day I told her I liked her (i was
what didn' t mean anything, we just did more
stuff together
ggood friends, etc.
year of school starts. we kind of drifted
away from each other, we didn' t talk much
aafter tth year, we had to switch schools (done
with elementary)
wwe went to same school, different classes
sstill would meet sometimes, but would only
say hi and nothing more
eventually we wouldn' t even say ht to each
other, we found new friends
still had a crush on her, after A years
Anonymous to/ 12/ 13( sat) 15: 49: .
iglasses went slow. would still remember what
l used to do with the girl when i was bored
ween bored and felt useless tor 4 more years,
till grade 8
bgrade 8 was the last year of the school we
went to
who school had a party going for the tth
eeveryone was there, literally
eeveryone were gathered in a the main hall
came in, loud music, people were dancing
abunch of 14 yr olds just yelling about talking
shit, screaming, wanking each other
slowly got to the drinks table, picked up a
tthe girl got close to
sshe comes closer to the
means closer to me
wave this, If you want to use it come to the
some kind of pill in my pocket and was
felt scared and special and confused.
Anonymous 111/ 12/ 1. 163!) 15: 54: 49 No. 510494270
srl decided to do something with it
mmaybe this is a sign that we can be friends
again. maybe this is something special?
m" put the pill back Into my pocket. took a can of
cola and got out of the hall
wwent through the main corridor of the school
kid was sitting next to the door to the toilet.
ignored it, wasn' t quite sure how to react to
mi opened the door to the toilet
ismoke everywhere, atleast 6 people sitting
there on the floor
air] also
come closer. nobody is moving. i got scared
leaned in, touched some guy' s neck for pulse
gne was breathing
apalled his head up, he had foam all over his
that these guys overdosed on
probably was the pills and weed not mixing
well together
mead to get these guys out of here.
Anonymous ) &
Promos your story next time faggot.
Anonymous : : ND. 510495003
wee the girl further back in the bathroom.
covered in vomit
wicked her up, got her out of the bathroom
we the same with every one of the kids in the
knoticed the girl who was crying before
unconscious same as the other kids
A called some teachers to help
Stearne's called the ambulance
was looking at the girl on the foam
on her was
was she trying to poison me or something?"
Mock at the pill
it has nothing on it
ambulance comes, gets everyone in the car,
drives away
Boeing questioned by the teachers
not no idea what was going on. people were
yelling at me, blaming me for not doing
something faster etc
Witter all the shit I decided to go home
awake up next morning, ask my mum about the
incident yesterday, maybe she heard
VI heard the kids are In the hospital a little
further from the hospital"
have to go see everyone, especially the girl
weed to time but what happened
Anonymous 10/ ( Sal) 16: 07: 16
into the hospital
weere is the girl?"
upstairs, room 211
we up the stairs
center her room. she is sleeping
ddidn' t know what to do so I got closer
sshe opened her eyes
way. anon
yhey, girl
girl, what happened back in school, what was
that pill. stupid questions like that i wanted to
Figure out
Fl just wanted everyone to have tun
nottin when you almost die, faint
unconscious and lay there
yyou are lucky I came in to help you
you' re such a pussy, anon"
you couldn' t stand you ground anon, you' re
vwhat the fuck is she talking about
sshe looked pretty serious
why didn' t you take the pill?"
tthat was not the conversation I wanted to
have with this girl
turned around to get out
anon, come back tomorrow. okay?"
mad time to contemplate what just happened
ddidn' t quite understand why she called me a
pussy, why she called me shit
wouldn' t sleep all night trying to understand
why was that the words she told me
fell asleep
morning, ready to go to the hospital again
tthis time i got flowers before I got to the
Anonymous 10/ 12/ 13( Sal) 16: 2: 30 No. 510496162
into the room
nobody from her relatives there. didn' t
care for that much
pput the flowers on the table next to her bed
sshe looks at me, smiles
smile back
r'", don' t regret telling you that, anon"
sshe doesn' t answer and laughs
feel confused. just as confused as before
ssne looked back at me
whewed me to sit on her bed
M did
never had the balls, anon. ever
ffucking what?
got angry
vwhat the fuck is wrong with you, girl, i am not
going to come here to listen to your bullshit
who looks at me smiling
leeave then, i dont care
didn' t know what to do
stood up and sat down on El chair next to the
bed again.
wet there for an hour
sshe fell asleep 40 minutes ago
wwas still sitting there, trying to understand
what is going on with this girl
sshe was still as beautiful as i remembered her
Anonymous : 8: 52 No.
stood up
stoaked at her, Med her hair
wwent out of the room
ddidn' t care tor what has happened, I enjoyed
staying there, silently
maxi day
N came in, still nobody other relatives
sshe didn' t have any extra flowers. we didn' t
have any extra clothes
Mow are you doing today?
wne looks at me. smiles
wood. and you?
wt was obvious I was doing better than her
realized we are going to have a silent day
salon the chair next to her again
she turns to me
Churns around lays more
m' sit more tor the whole day
nurses in and out, nobody from correlatives
fare you her brother?" one nurse asked me
gnd. no I' m not
H started to realize that the girl didn' t have a
family who would actually take care other
F, fell responsible forthat happened
felt responsible for the girl
started taking her words inside of me
why didn' t you take the pill?"
M should have,
have tamed there with all ofthose kids
covered in vomit and foam
wood night, girl
mood night, anon, thanks
look at her
ssne smiles
weeks later. she is feeling better
eevery day I would come in to see her
eevery day we would not talk at all, only casual
chit that about how we feel
felt like I needed to be there
knew i was needed
Anonymous 10/ 12/ 13( Set) 16: 2& . 510497642
H never talked to her after she got out of the
didn' t have her phone number
didn' t even know where she lived
was lost, but I forgot about what happened
repent the summer just like any other 14 yr old
boy, played basketball outside, wanton a
vacation with my parents
ihigh school started
more years of school ahead of the
ddidn' i know where the girl was, i even forgot
about her for a moment
tthan every day at 8 am, whenever I would go
to school. would notice her
aat first i thought it wasn' t her, so I had to Figure
aone meming I was walking to school
we on the same street the girl would be going
mmet her on the street, I stopped
sshe kept walking
sshe came up to me "shh, i liked the silence"
would see her going down the same street
every day for A years
eevery fucking day looking at me from across
the street
mot letting me be in charge
Boeing in complete control of me
years was
we 17 years old, still see the girl every day
going on through the same street
now knew where she was going, she was
going into a different high school
knew i had to take the initiative and figure out
what the hell is wrong with her
is it she is such a bitch to me
wwhy was she so mysterious
Anonymous 10/ 12/ 13( Sal) 16:
i saw her going across the street like any
other day
ran up to her
her by her arm
sshe got scared, she looked his in the eyes
x pulled her on the sidewalk where people
couldn' t see us
anon, whatever is your problem please stop
pplease stop, anon
pplease anon, stop anon
m wasn' t doing anything, she just kept
repeating the same
please stop, anon"
sshe was not looking at me, she was looking at
the floor
News started falling unto the ground
sshe stopped
Hooked up to me
Vi liked you better silent. anon"
so don' t understand, girl"
tells me to meet her by the main city park
bbe there 11 pm tomorrow
Anonymous 10/ ( Saf) 16: 36: . 510498909
xnexi day saw her on the street
sshe didn' t smile
sshe looked at me and walked away
knew this was going to be serious, the talk
dschoor day passes, i feel kind osnervzui
H should get going
gget to the park in an hour by foot
wee her there alone. on a bench just looking
come close to her
who looks at me and smiles
wwhy are you doing this anon, what have I don' t
for you to deserve your presence at this
don' t need you to do anything for me
m' sit down next to her
whe doesn' t say anything, i don' t say anything
aafter a while i cracked and asked what' s the
wile looked at me, it was dark. only the lights
in the park were on
yher eyes were watery
w don' t have anyone, anon. I have nothing
got confused. then remembered that she
didn' t have anyone visiting her back in the
yyou are my family, anon
yyou we the only person that would come in to
the hospital
yyou are the only person that i really liked
throughout my the
who was beautiful. watery was made her
green eyes even more majesty
looked at her
hugged her, she started crying
tushe cried for a good 15 minutes
Hast sobbing on my shoulder
you are okay even though we not silent.
winds up
twalks away
H was confused but at the same time i
understood what part I was playing in her life
Anonymous 10/ 12/ 1353!) 18: 45: 24 ND. 510499856
enext morning iwas expecting to meet her on
the street again
didn' t
didn' t meet her for the next year of
manifest happy, I wanted to see her
bbut after the year I kind of forgot about her,
didn' t think about her as much as I would
wane with highschool, was going to start going
to uni
wot Into a decent university. was ready to start
my the
slummer before uni started
ialready moved into the Mt I was going to live
in when i would go to uni
felt pretty okay, enjoyed life
i was 18
ringed the door
m' open it
ml was the girl
whe didn' t look any different, she just stood
wwe stood therefor a bit
aare you , girl?
Wes. anon
wwant to come in?
sshe smiles and walks In
ssne explained that she had to move high
school because of some obscure reason that I
don' t even remember
said okay
asked not how she got my address, she didn' t
wwe drank some tea
sshe was going to the same uni as I was
after a bit of silence, she decided she wanted
to go
wwa stood up, went to the door
wile looked back at me
wen are everything to me. anon. kisses me on
the lips and leaves a Muse
m' knew i still had a crush on her, couldn' t even
tap that day
a was happy knowing will meet helm
M felt increasingly happy, the summer passed
smoothly, even though I didn' t see the girl any
N should have really asked her where the fuck
she lived.
ori come into my first lecture
p) sit down
girl comes in late
wits next to me, smiles
smile back
writer the lecture she was gone instantly, i
never really had the chance to catch her and
talk to her
wwe would sit together in every lecture, just be
silent and do our work
sshe would always smile
peerfect smile, perfect green eyes and brown
mew year comes in
ssome guys invited me to a party. I decided I
want to go
come into the party
we lot of people, but everyone seems to be
having fun, just like any other party
gno douchebags. Just very casual fun people
M kept talking to a group of people
smthin all Ma sudden, noticed the girl on the
couch staring at me from the back of the room
M looked at her
sshe smiled. that smile...
come closer to her
whe hugs me and whispers into my ear "you
are everything anon" and laughs to herself
sshe was drunk
sshe was drunk even though there was an hour
left till the new years
sshe then hugs me and sits there like that
noticed she doesn' t feel good
knoticed as in she mumbled that she doesn' t
feel good
agirl. come with me
met her out of the party
asume guys started to cheer "way to go big
boy, not even new years!"
ingnored them. got into my car. got her into my
waited driving
basked her where she Wed. she didn' t answer
goignt await bring her home
Anonymous IMO/ ( Bat) .' 54
wet home safely, get her out of the car
gget into my house, get to the floor of my flat
met in
Clay her down on the sofa
ssne started gagging
brought a bowl for her to vomit in and left the
went to sleep
m woke up to the smell of pancakes
was wedded out because i didn' t even have
anything to make pancakes
out of my room
ssee the girl in the kitchen making breakfast
mood morning, anon, want some pancakes?
ware. thanks
wwe eat, she then gets up and puts away the
wwe sit at the table
sshe asks the "why did you do it, anon?"
n was quiet, i didn' t know why
fl felt like it was for the best"
tthe girl smiled
i asked her it she wanted to stay at my place
for a bit
sshe said yes
rogered out that her roommate she was living
with had to move out and so the girl couldn' t
pay rent alone
tthis was my parents' old flat so i didn' t pay
almost any rent
yyou can stay with me. if you really need It
mancs, anon"
Anonymous 10/ 12/ 1365!) 17: 06: 25 No.
wwe live like this for a bit
guy and a girl just living their lives every day
would wake up to the smell of breakfast
every morning
eevery morning I would feel appreciated and
aone day we come back from uni, she lays
down on the bed and starts drawing something
ddidn‘ t know nor didn' t i care for what it was
she would then do that every day
eevery day a new sheet of paper
stencils, crayons. paint
X didn' t wok
after a few weeks, on my birthday I woke up
to a breakfast in bed
m' felt really happy because not even my
parents would do that
H didn' t see the girl any she brought the
breakfast in
H came out of my room happy and ready for
the day
chalked out and noticed something
ait was all the sketches, drawings. paintings
combined, creating a story
was a story of a guy and a girl
wwho met when they were little and grew up
together. and grew old and died together
loved it, it took almost the whole wall of the
Wing mom
i sat there examining it, every detail of it
agirl came in, smiling, in her usual toshiro and
shorts futret
who was unusually happy that day, so was l,
Anonymous 10/ 12/ 13( Sat) 17: 11: 05 tity.
sshe sat next to me
do you like the gift"
yes, I love it"
wwa sat there
looked at the girl. she looked back at me
green eyes.
you are my everything. anon"
have you, anon"
didn' t even feel new I responded the same
who leaned in and kissed me
wwe started kissing on the couch. tearing
clothes from on of each other
fl love you, " "i love you"
enext day, girl decided she would sleep with
me In my bed
ari agreed. might aswel
eevery morning she would tell me she loved
M would tell her the same
eevery morning felt like the happiest day of my
wwe lived like mister one more year
slt like the happiest man alive
wwa were not married. but i was planning on
asking her to marry me
aone day she asks me something
Winch. I want to have a child with you, leant
to grow old with you.”
girl. that' s something I would want us to do"
M got her pregnant
months later pregnancy started to be
complicated, something was wrong
didn' t understand what was going on
m' took the girl to the hospital
tthe doctors told me to wait
knew it was a girl that the girl was pregnant
sat in the waiting room for a few hours
was eager to out what was going on,
didn' t know what IS going on
who doctors didn' t tell me what was going on
courses were running in and out of the room
where my future wife with my baby was in
female doctor comes closer to me
wit, you should probably go home, get some
am good. thanks
looks at me. turns around and gets
back into the room
aaround 6 hours later one doctor comes out of
the room
H never seen him before, never saw him come
In or out of the room
are you anon?
Anonymous 10/ ( Sal) 17: 23: 34 No.
looked at him, I was really sleepy
yyes. yes I am
have good news and bad news for you
good news first, please
the baby is all okay, since she was born a
month early she was put into an incubator
H was happy, but than my heart started racing
vwhat' s the bad news?
wont girlfriend might not make it. she lost a lot
of blood during the operation
started yelling
m' asked him what kind of doctors are you for
making an easy operation like that a disaster
calm down sf
ookay, I will wait
M felt like a little something was dying inside of
M felt like I will not be able to see the girl of my
Me, the girl of my dreams ever again in my Me
was crumbling on the bench in the waiting
than went out to a Farand got something to
tthen went home and got a good night' s sleep
Anonymous 10/ 42/ 13( Ssl) 17: 33: . 510505840
awoke up, sobered up
massed up
was nervous
wot into my car and started driving to the
Asama hospital where the girl was taken after
the incident in school
come into the hospital
ran upstairs to the room where she was
saw doctors talking, the same doctor from
aon there you are anon
M saw a smile on his face
knew it was good news
i started crying
M mentally broke down. couldn' t handle it
Wis nurses told me to relax, I didn' t care
N asked them if i could see girl
ssure, Just go in
swisha was laying there
ween beautiful eyes. brown hair
llooll' at me
sshe smiled
sat next to her
who looked at me and said ''i' always
regretted what I said to you back in the
llt' s okay girl, its okay
w hugged her, kissed her
wwent to see the baby, it was a baby girl with
big green eyes
m' felt really happy
daher a weak in the hospital she glottal out
M couldn' t believe what was going on
was so happy
H was Stilled
We named the baby after her, Maegan. This
was not a tragic story, this was a slower my
love life. this is how It all went down, all from
the beginning to the end. I am 27 now. we are
married. the girl is already 6 years old and
looks just like her mother. Her mother. that one
woman who would never speak went it' s not
needed but would always understand you even
it you didn' t speak.
I have my life.
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